Times flied... here comes to mid of November , what have I done when I looked back those days. It was a toughed year for me as I should said. Everything was gone wrong. What was happened ??!
Actually I don't like this kind of life every day "work, work, work" I EVEN HATE , damned it!!! , what can I do when came to this circumstances. I have to gone thru it no matter how or what, so to speak. And have to know how to measuring up myself and doing everything within my power to prove that I am still valuable, self worthy from now and then.
Luckily, ~Optimism~ this notion had been drummed into my subconscious when I was in direct selling. When comes to this circumtances, I have no choice but to lower my high-jump bar of life since then ...so I won't feel any "pain" . I knew that every human being has areas of strength and areas of weaknesses. I am doing myself an injustice if I only concentrate on my own weakest areas and overlook my strengths. There are many lessons to be learned from my own failures beyond the obvious one of coming to understand what went wrong so that I can avoid doing the same thing next time. I have that power to figure out what went wrong and to correct it.
Like wise.. in a book I have read ~~ When your best isn't good enough~~ the author said on his book that " Whatever bad has happened to you in the past needs to stay there - in the past. It has no bearing on your life today and must make every effort not to let it hold you back." Yeah.. I like this phrase very much because it was 100% true.
Everyone falls , everyone fails, and there has never been a human being who has not been plagued with self doubt at on time to another but those who overcame were the ones who kept on reaching toward the future and who were willing to leave the pasts behind them.
May be it was true from a good friend adviced, he said whatever natural ability you have, it must be used, used and used some more for you to devolop it to the point where you are as good as you can be, but for me the reverse is true, too. If I don't have any gift or ability in a certain area, then don't waste my time struggling along, feeling worse and worse about it.
Now, part of working in the office and restaurant, I am trying to improve myself in every way I can, I don't know since when I like books so much. Haha... is a kind of joke ??! I was so poor in school... almost every year in the same class , as i should say When you hear the word "undistinguished" you might as well think of my high school career.. "Reading" was never, and ever mentioned in the column of hobbies...... And now, I have that kind of intention and patience, word by word look thru a dictionary. Urging to learn the new words......and the way of using it. A new "me" right ?? I supposed so. Realised many new things which I have never did.
Actually I don't like this kind of life every day "work, work, work" I EVEN HATE , damned it!!! , what can I do when came to this circumstances. I have to gone thru it no matter how or what, so to speak. And have to know how to measuring up myself and doing everything within my power to prove that I am still valuable, self worthy from now and then.
Luckily, ~Optimism~ this notion had been drummed into my subconscious when I was in direct selling. When comes to this circumtances, I have no choice but to lower my high-jump bar of life since then ...so I won't feel any "pain" . I knew that every human being has areas of strength and areas of weaknesses. I am doing myself an injustice if I only concentrate on my own weakest areas and overlook my strengths. There are many lessons to be learned from my own failures beyond the obvious one of coming to understand what went wrong so that I can avoid doing the same thing next time. I have that power to figure out what went wrong and to correct it.
Like wise.. in a book I have read ~~ When your best isn't good enough~~ the author said on his book that " Whatever bad has happened to you in the past needs to stay there - in the past. It has no bearing on your life today and must make every effort not to let it hold you back." Yeah.. I like this phrase very much because it was 100% true.
Everyone falls , everyone fails, and there has never been a human being who has not been plagued with self doubt at on time to another but those who overcame were the ones who kept on reaching toward the future and who were willing to leave the pasts behind them.
May be it was true from a good friend adviced, he said whatever natural ability you have, it must be used, used and used some more for you to devolop it to the point where you are as good as you can be, but for me the reverse is true, too. If I don't have any gift or ability in a certain area, then don't waste my time struggling along, feeling worse and worse about it.
Now, part of working in the office and restaurant, I am trying to improve myself in every way I can, I don't know since when I like books so much. Haha... is a kind of joke ??! I was so poor in school... almost every year in the same class , as i should say When you hear the word "undistinguished" you might as well think of my high school career.. "Reading" was never, and ever mentioned in the column of hobbies...... And now, I have that kind of intention and patience, word by word look thru a dictionary. Urging to learn the new words......and the way of using it. A new "me" right ?? I supposed so. Realised many new things which I have never did.
Although 2008 was toughed for me, as a reserve, I have gained a lot but only lose one I might said. I make new friends, new knowledge..... and the most of all " New environment ".. I have been living 10 years without "punch card" life.
2009 will be a good year for me .... GOOD LUCK in ahead with the year to come.....' GAM BA TEH" !!
SUSAN .....YOU ARE THE BEST !!
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